Sunday, September 24, 2006
Finally the major papers have over... now only left science mcq... afterthat will be more relax le.. hope the paper will end soon... Probably after a month,, will be the most impotant papers which is our O level.. Very enthu n looking forward for the papers.. Cos i know after each subject,, i can able the burn the books or notes away... as shanny said,, " can even burn the papers for steamboat"... haha... Moreover, i dun have to attend sec school life... Seriously,, i'm sick n tired of being in sec school... i wish to have a new kind of life... i realize so many years in school,, i still couldn't get a very close frenz... i dunno y.. maybe my own aspect is too high.. i used to have 1 very close frenz,,, we were like sister.. as in go out togetther,, had dinner together... n all sort of activites... but maybe due to some ppl,, we became less closer now or maybe we both have change alot in attitude... u might had done something that i dun like,, but i accept it or pretend to see nothing at all.. yes!! it hurt me sometime but i told myself,, u r my closest kin,, watever u had done,, i would forgive u.. But now i realize,, i got such a navie thinking... i should had know that 1 day, u have ur new group of frenz, u had ur own happiness... Since everything had over,or watever it is,, i dun wish to let it happen anymore... i had regret once,so i dun want to regret twice again..This made me think that i cannot totally trust my own frenz.. maybe some ppl dun agree,, but i strongly felt that when u all are choosing ur frenz,, better looked at different angle... cos they can do anything behind ur back without ur knowing...